Kids

The kids are back.
It's incredible how someone that completely disappears from your life, comes back only to make a mess of everything. Personally, I find it completely normal, to just disappear and disconnect from people just like that. I've done it myself many times. It's just that, most of the times it was by choice, and therefore I didnt quite understand the effect of it. Only this time, it was not my choice, and therefore I found it quite hard to deal with it, and with the loss of this person form my life. Eventlyally though, I got over it ,and moved on with my life. And now this single person, that made my life hell for more than 2 months, came back only to make things worse.

This event, was what got me into thinking. Are we too hard on people sometimes? Do we not fully understand that it's people that we're dealing with? Not toys?

In the past, I found it so easy, everything was kind of Black and White for me. It still is, on some cases. Trust me, life in black and white is SO easy. It's just, that, when you're dealing with peole, things are not black and white, and things become SO much complicated. Sometimes I wish that we ,humans didn't have the gene for sociability or whatever you like to call it, the need to be sociable human beings with the NEED for social lives and friends and people to care about us. Life would be so much easier and efficient. For example, this past week, I've lost complete contact with the world, since school's closed and my parents aren't home and I haven't seen any of my friends for quite some time. And honestly I love it. But I know that if I spend one more week with no contact with no single person, I will go insane...

I am ranting again.
Goodnight
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